[DaSean] FAMILY=Father And Mother I Love You

1/1/07

2007-01-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

hi guys!! sry mans.. haven touched this for abt more than 1 mth.. i think it's getting dusty.. lets wipe it abit.. haha.. have u been missing me?? well.. it's the first day of the year and i guess it's the start and ending of things.. many things happened this yr!!! regrets, sorrow, happiness, success... the list nv ends.. but who's behind all this?? is it thinking of me only?? it's God that has helped us and put us thru all these.. it is He has the plan for our lives.. He is here to train us to be men and women of christ.. are we going to listen to him or listen to our own will..
new friends, new places, new things to learn...
He says that:" no one will pluck thee out of my hand"
we can be assured of our salvation and rid of all doubts.. despite we do that which we do not will to do and do not do that which we will to do.. God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins if we confess.. He will nv leave us nor forsake us.. God gave each and everyone of us gifts, are we going to use them wisely and for His glory?? this new year gives us new opportunities to serve Him and his pple.. i'm in for Him. are you??

events

2006-11-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

hey church peeps!! enjoy the upcoming events and do have great fellowship tgt!!
DVBS 28th-30th Nov
YPCC chalet 1st Dec
Youth Camp 4th-8th Dec
Christmas 25th Dec(next day my bdae.oops.)

actually got one more chalet organise by uncle poon.. but can't rmb the date..

ciao!! choing project!!

23/11

2006-11-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

23.11.06(:

outing

2006-11-21T09:57:00.000+08:00

didnt help him blog for four days le..
quite lazy la. hahha.
so i shall write wat happened this four days in one entry!
lol.

fri.
hmm.
he went to watch movie i think..
den nv go appointment los..
argh. so kuku..
n went to melissa's hse to celebrate her birthday..
haha.
i donno wat happen there..
so cant explain to yu ppl!
anw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MELISSA!
^^

sat.
outing!
nothin special oso la..
jus sing sing n sing los..
but!
went to ck's birthday bbq!
whaha.
gave him something stupid la..
but i know he LOVE it!
[CK, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!]
hees.
didnt eat at all!
cos busy playing^^
but sean meet his frien to study-.-
yaa.. hardworking indeed!
but he's sick since last week!
this is baddddd.. very badddd..
he's gonna die in seven days. HAHAAHA.

sun.
finally he went to see doc!
with med, he will die in eleven days..
hahha.
his ss class ppl went to east coast.
to camp. with tent!
lol. n played fire in the middle of the night?
young kids.. tsktsk.
^^

mon.
argh. play lan again..
so much energy uh..
hais..
suan le baaaaaaa.
hahhahaa.

-always ps me-

wedding day

2006-11-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

woOhoO!~ gratz to XiaofangxX and XiaodenxX!
attended their weddin today..
super hard to get them to settle down los
keep jumping here n there..
LOL.

^^sean's studyin nowwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!
so hardworkin uh..!
cos tml got test
of cos hardworkin la.
hahha..
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU eh! O.o

-yu can do it k-

no maple ):

2006-11-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

cant play maple today T.T
cos of some patchin stuff..
oh i'm so sad..
LOL.

i'm sry ppl..
no video yet..
but i'm tryin to upload,
give me some time alright!
hmms..
i think is the youtube fault la.
or maybe the blog;
OR ISSIT MINE.. T.T

ya anyway,
sean went to lan today..
n spent FOUR hour with dota or cs..
ARGH!
notti!
yu betta slp early tonight,
or yu'll be dead ^^

-dui bu qi-

lvl 37^^

2006-11-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

lvl 37 alr!! ^^
jiayou jiayou!!

well,
nothing much to update abt him today..
another sch day.
which he doesnt lyk it.
too bad..
i'm on hols!
lols.

he wanted to go gym today,
in the end NV go!
cos of projs i think.
HAHAHA
so sad ):
cannot burn fats liao..

-chase me if yu can-

lvl 36(:

2006-11-13T10:33:00.000+08:00

grats us on lvl 36!
still so noob T.T
hhaha.
but nvm la.. slowly train^^
PPL DON NEED ASK; YES! SEAN IS LAZY TO BLOG AGAIN..
so here i am~ whaha.

actually he's quite busy now uh..
chionging projs..
but he went to his frien hse to watch soccer ytd -.-
ya. anw.. he's jus too busy to blog la..
soo sry^^

oh ya. he gotta go choir today.. hmms..
no air-con? HAHAHAH!
obi ah! =P

-take care of yrself alright?-

our first entry

2006-11-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

[SOMEONE.. ]^^
hees. since yu don wan blog den i blog la..
ahaha..
YU'RE MADD~
pls la yu..
ppl waitin to see yr entries n lyrics leh..
HAHAH.
now lazy until lyrics oso GONE-
when will yu wake up yr idea.
LOL.
i tell yu ah,
less maple; study more!
will yu?
hahaa..

[SEAN..]

sorry that nvr blog.. been busy with project n sch.. anw there will be SOMEONE helping me to blog now.. haha..

-maple rawks^^-

ni na me ai ta

2006-10-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

today's the end of oct!! got my allowance.. hehehehe.. november no more shopping!!(unless i going msia) hehe..
today's last day of choir in air con room and got chairs to sit.. jie says the HALL very hot and cannot sit.. haha.. (stop being a baby la Sean).. oops..

-obesity is an illness-

tian tian ye ye

2006-10-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

school has officially started today!! wahaha.. finally got some work to do and things to learn.. but tt means there'll be lots of tutorials, projects and presentations.. it's time i start concentrating on school and buck up on my GPA.. tt means i have less time to go out, no movies, computer, TV, DOTA, talking on phone, slping late, etc. more time for books, God, papers, pen, calculator, etc. seems tt i got a long way to go.. haha..

thou shall see less blogging from me.. treasure it when it comes!! wahaha..

tml will be going to warehouse sale at raffles place with sharizal and joan, maybe helena if we go in the morning.. tml got marketing management make-up lecture.. so if we go warehouse then no lecture cos it's supposed to be self-learn one.. haha..

-is flesh imp really an ah beng brand? haha-

gei wo ni de ai

2006-10-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

today's last day of work!! how glad am i!! wahaha.. shoick mans!! haven gotten pay but will get it soon.. just wait and see haha.. total earnings: close to 900 la.. for.. 1 mth? not bad eh.. but i'm nv going back there again.. not alone at least.. if got chance then got more vacancy.. then may consider go with fren to work.. muahaha..

tml's friday!! yes yes yes!! going to vivo city and the cathy.. haven gone there before haha.. so noob rite? sian.. cos no time la.. this week last week for me to enjoy liao lo before i start serious lessons which r killing me!! every module one proj, french lesson killing me, teachers some quite CMI.. ai yo.. sob sob.. help me.. so i'll be going to watch movie tml and walk walk.. if haze not so bad then go esplanade.. wahahah..

-what do u put in ur mind?-

gei wo ni de ai

2006-10-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

today's 2nd last day of work!! how good is tt.. pay coming.. freedom coming.. not going to work there alone ever again!! never ever!! it drives me mad!! argx..

today had 2nd day of sch oso.. all my lecturers r my tutors!! sian diao.. see the same teacher for soooo many hours neh.. then ah.. yth tio sabo to be module rep for biz finance.. today suppose choose rep for marketing management.. then ah!! everyone shout my name sia!! too bad mans i alr biz fianace rep.. hahahahha.. in the end joan tio!!! hehehe..

the haze sucks!! PSI=Please Stop Indonesia!! lol.. stole it from nicks msn nic.. haha.. nice one mans..

zui jing

2006-10-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

today is a special day.. becos its a sunday.. sundays r special days.. it starts with church and i get to see most of my best frens.. its been a tough few weeks for me going to work everyday and stuff.. finally it's going to over next week!! i'm going on tues and thurs oni!!! cos i got morning sch on 1,3,5.. hmmm.. my timetable is rather stupid.. only got 1 hr break every day.. then i tio FRENCH for my elective sub.. sian diao lo.. i think i'll just die..

tml i start sch mans.. sighs.. how many mths i haven seriously studied.. how am i going to get throught this? i need God's and YOUR help.. yes.. YOUR HELP!! gotta help me now alright? =p

no more going out, no more computer, no DOTA, no CS, no shopping, no nothing for awhile until i get back on track with my studies and God..

aunty lok hong

2006-09-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

Cry - James Blunt

I have seen peace. I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

I have seen birth. I have seen death.
Lived to see a lover's final breath.
Do you see my guilt? Should I feel a fright?
Is the fire of hesitation burning bright?
And if you want to talk about it once again,
On you I depend. I'll cry on your shoulder.
You're a friend.

You and I have lived through many things.
I'll hold on to your heart.
I wouldn't cry for anything,
But don't go tearing your life apart.

I have seen fear. I have seen faith.
Seen the look of anger on your face.
And if you want to talk about what will be,
Come and sit with me, and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
Once again.
Cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

i guess this is the only song that can express my feelings now.. aft all tt have gone through, the pain, sorrow, grief, heartaches, memories and her child..
i haven't lost someone so close to me.. never had charlene, dwayne and grace.. grand auntie is strong.. uncle edmund, ebenezer and his grandmother is going to have to get over it soon.. ebenezer going to pri 1 next year.. it's going to tough on them.. i wish i can be of help to them.. maybe when i can drive it'll be easier to help them..
to church peeps: thx for all the concern and encouragement.. i wouldn't be able to get over it w/o your..

it's been long since i've blogged!! mainly 1 reason la.. cos i started work 2 weeks ago.. wondering y i'm working? cos i'm on attachment in sch then we allowed to take leave.. then just nice, canadian high commission called me ask me is i free for abt 1 mth.. i had just nice 1 mth more of attachment.. so i tot y not!! their paying 9 plus for an hr!! how good can tt get?? somemore i'm allowed to work half day then can leave if i need to go back to sch.. great man!! SO!! i've been really tired at night aft work and sch.. so haven't got the time and energy to blog.. 3 more weeks of work to go!! and i'll have a lil bit more of money.. for God and myself =p

do expect less blogging for 3 weeks.. see if someone can give me inspiration to blog la.. actually sch can blog.. but time is often used for CS and DOTA.. haha..

cheerios!!

-superman will be strong!!-

ai cuo

2006-09-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

Ai Cuo - Wang Lee Hom

bei feng hao bu liu qing ba xie zi chui luo cui ruo de ta xuan ze le tao tuo
xie zi shi qu xiao xi feng cai gan jue ji mo zheng ge dong tian
bei feng de tong mei ren neng shuo

* wo cong lai mei xiang guo wo hui zhe yang zuo
cong lai mei ai guo suo yi ai cuo
wo cong na li qi fei cong na li jiang luo
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo
que bu neng zhong lai guo *

fan kai hui yi jiao luo wan mei de sheng huo
yi wei xing fu du ke yi zhang wo
zi xi hui wei dang chu na ge gu shi bei hou
Oh yuan lai shi wo fan xia cong mei cheng ren de cuo

Repeat *

zai zhe shao le ni de shi jie Oh
zhao bu hui na xie gan jue qi shi wo bu xiang dao bie
na xie guo qu

wo cong lai mei xiang guo wo hui zhe yang zuo
cong lai mei ai guo suo yi ai cuo (cong lai mei you ai guo na yao ren zhen) wo cong na li qi fei cong na li jiang luo
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo que bu neng zhong lai guo
wo cong lai mei xiang guo wo hui zhe yang zuo
cong lai mei ai guo suo yi ai cuo
wo cong na li qi fei cong na li jiang luo
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo
qing ni yuan liang wo de ai cuo

yong qi

2006-09-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

Yong Qi(Courage) - Guang Liang

Zhong Yu Zuo Le Zhe Ge Jue Ding
Bie Ren Zen Me Shuo Wo Bu Li
Zhi Yao Ni Ye Yi Yang De Ken Ding
Wo Yuan Yi Tian Ya Hai Jiao Dou Sui Ni Qu
Wo Zhi Dao Yi Qie Dou Bu Rong Yi
Wo De Xin Yi Zhi Wen Xi Shui Fu Zi Ji
Zui Pa Ni Hu Ran Shuo Yao Fang Qi

Ai Zhen De Xu Yao Yong Qi
Lai Mian Dui Liu Yan Fei Yu
Zhi Yao Ni Yi Ge Yan Shen Ken Ding
Wo De Ai Jiu You Yi Yi
Wo Men Dou Xu Yao Yong Qi
Qu Xiang Xin Hui Zai Yi Qi
Ren Chao Yong Ji Wo Neng Gan Jue Ni
Fang Zai Wo Shou Xin Li Ni De Zhen Xin

Ru Guo Wo De Jian Qiang Ren Xin Hui Bu Xiao Xin Shang Hai Le Ni
Ni Neng Bu Neng Wen Rou Ti Xing
Wo Sui Ran Xin Tai Ji Geng Hai Pa Cuo Guo Ni

Ai Zhen De Xu Yao Yong Qi
Lai Mian Dui Liu Yan Fei Yu
Zhi Yao Ni Yi Ge Yan Shen Ken Ding
Wo De Ai Jiu You Yi Yi
Wo Men Dou Xu Yao Yong Qi
Qu Xiang Xin Hui Zai Yi Qi
Ren Chao Yong Ji Wo Neng Gan Jue Ni
Fang Zai Wo Shou Xin Li Ni De Zhen Xin

if tomorrow never comes

2006-09-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

If Tomorrow Never Comes - Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

-for you superwoman-

12 sept

2006-09-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

suppose to be the last day to hand in E-resume.. however, things dun turn out the way it is.. hehe.. had adventure race meeting to discuss games and venues, goodie bag and participation fee.. seems like its going to be fun but i hope that there'll be good response from SBM students..
i decided not to hand in e-resume alr la.. so i took leave at 2 pm but left at 1 plus.. haha.. went to meet superwoman and her gang of frens for lunch at amk..
then went home at 4 plus!! wahaha.. first time so early lo.. then went to nap nap!!
i wun be sleeping early tonite man..

11 sept

2006-09-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

sept 11!! that fateful day 5 yrs ago.. 2 planes and a building..
today suppose to hand in e-resume.. but haha.. no chance man!! i dunno if i going to even hand in lo.. i no mood to do la.. the stupid thing is so irritating so difficult.. sighs.. we learnt new things man!! very very nice to play with lo!! haha.. but.. i dun think i'll be putting it to much use.. i'm not going to be a computer freak next time..

10 sept

2006-09-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

sunday!! i love sundays!! i get away from sch and get to meet my life's most impt pple.. today my dad giving msg at depot walk.. so our whole family went there for morning worship.. was kinda in a rush cos we had to reach there earlier.. fortunately we got there by 850 cos they start at 9.. was my first time there.. hmmm.. everything abt the same la except that there'll be a long pause before someone goes up to share something..
aft morning worship had to rush back to AMK for ss.. there was spagetti for breakfast.. then talked with lydia, clau, weng yin, dawn, danielle, ken khong.. then all of them ask me stay for ss but i can't cos i going out aft ss.. saw john kan oso and he's growing taller!! gosh.. when will he stop man.. haha.. maybe we growing shorter la.. oops..
today's drey's bdae!! haha.. 2 more days to chloe's..
bdae season!!

9 sept

2006-09-09T09:33:00.000+08:00

today's a sat!! haha.. looking forward to the first time i'm helping at CC.. it was great!! many many children indeed.. i helped out at CC1 which consist of Pri 1 to 3.. of cos!! my little sister was there with joycelyn.. the funniest thing was i had to demo some actions to the kids for a game they were going to play.. ANIMAL ACTIONS!! like elephant, penguin, etc..
art and craft was easy but quite tiring la aft tt.. maybe cos i haven gotten enough sleep.. oh well.. i'll not be having much slp for the next few weeks leh.. 830 i start sch!!
tml's a sunday and i got bbq till late tonite.. haha.. wish me all the best mans!!

8 sept

2006-09-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

Superman (It's not easy) - Five For Fighting

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird:I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd:but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away:away from me
It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy:or anything:

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm..

Its not easy to be me

today's friday!! haha.. finally blogging on the day itself hehe.. today went sch late as usual.. but no supervisor there. was great!! started on my E-resume and got my superman and words nicely done.. though not yet finished.. monday going to choing the whole day!! phew!! can relax during the weekend.. pastamania tml, bbq, sunday jalan jalan!! yeh!!
today went to eat breakfast and lunch with my team, all the siao za bo!! wahaha.. was great laughing at each other.. how they want to lose weight.. haha.. how amusing man.. they can't survive w/o fast food leh!! how to lose weight mans!! going gym with a few of them on monday!! i'm sure going to have lotsa fun there!! today played and watched the most!! too fast too furious, dota, crazy taxi and gossiping!! and now!! i got no more strength liao!! haha..
cya church peeps tml!!

-in God's hand i commit-

7th sept

2006-09-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

today's thurs!! and we learnt abt storyboarding!! by Mr Fuan!! cos Mr Woon was on leave!! until friday.. haha.. how great man!! can go sch late and leave early.. woohoo.. got 2 projects to do now lo!! E-resume and storyboard.. wa.. sian diao lo!! left until friday to complete storyboard.. and monday to hand in resume.. haha.. Mr Fuan kindly extended our deadline! yeh! u rock my world mans.. Mr Woon dunno if will extend de lo.. he la, go take leave to spend time with children haha.. bad choice to leave us with fuan fuan!!
i took flexi leave today at 3 to go for games day depot!! been long since we had it and since i could play captains ball again.. was surprised to see O lvl ppl there.. and ONE A lvl boy.. MATT CHIA!! haha.. had 3 ppl from bujit arang joining us.. was great to have them, seeing some new faces =p
was so so tired mans aft 2 hours of playing!! leg and arms all aching!! wa!! cannot walk properly mans!!
went tiong bahru plaza for dinner with khongster, drey and chloe.. going home was a prob.. was limping abit and so tired.. sian diao!!
see me tml guys!! my eyes can hardly open!!

6th sept!!

2006-09-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

today's wed!! wahaha.. learnt abt motion and shape tween!! add in sounds and i managed to make superman fly!! not tt he can't fly but i animated him to make him fly!! wahaha.. seems easy.. it is.. but very simple la.. still can add in pics and stuff.. but will take more time.. wait till my whole E-resume is done.. then can publish here.. it's been fun with Mr Woon and Mr Fuan.. the stupidest thing that happened was tt Mr Fuan bo tai bo ji ask me to go with this group of china ppl touring our sch.. then i had to take photos of them going to the different stopovers!! gosh!! it was so funny yet quite sian.. funny cos eash of them had a camera and every where they went they would take like 10 over pics.. gosh.. macam they nv take photos of tem years!! sighs.. then!! then all were speaking china chinese!! haiz yo!! like chickens making noise lo.. super funny.. i wanted to laugh but cannot.. then summore no one there with me!! was all alone.. with some staff.. wa piang eh.. could die man!!
tt concluded my day and my team still had to complete our team logo with animation.. wa!! choing till 6 plus.. then went to NTUC to help superwoman and heros with their bbq stuff.. wahaha.. all cannot carry things then i carry!! wahaha.. funny man!!
got home 8 plus and was too shag liao to on my com.. haha.. pls con't to the next day..

5th sept

2006-09-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

hi guys!! today is 8th sept actually haha.. but blogging it as the events of 5th sept.. so there'll not be any songs!! aww.. sorry guys.. drey has been bugging me to blog.. dunno y.. maybe cos sch hols ah.. nth to do but stare at com haha.. tues it is!! 2nd day at ELDC!! gosh.. it's so so energy draining!! so many things to learn and do!! flash and animations is driving me crazy.. movies and games, crazy taxi, dota helps us to relax.. haha..
my team of pple are great man!! all the girls super joker one!! gud gud.. able to clique with them but the amt of work done is minimal.. wahaha.. lol..
learn more abt animations today.. able to make things nicer and stuff.. will learn more during the week!! haha..

bubyes!! ciao ciao..

forever love

2006-09-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Forever Love - Wang Li Hong

ai ni bu shi yin wei ni de mei er yi
wo yue lai yue ai ni mei ge yan shen hong dong wo de xin
yin wei ni rang wo kan jian Forever cai le jie zi ji
wei lai zhe xie ri zi yao hao hao zhen xi
ai wo you xie tong chu you xie bu gong ping
ru guo zhen de ai wo bu shi li suo dang ran de jue ding
gan dao ni de hu xi zai wo er bian xiang wei feng shen qi
wen rou de an fu wo de bu an ding
suo yi wo~yao mei tian yan jiu ni de xiao rong Ooh duo yao zi ran

* Forever love Forever love
wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you *

ai qing shi chang zui mei zui yuan de lu xing
yan tu yu ji ni ning ou er zu ai wo men de qian jin
gan dao ni de ti wen zai wo huai li xiang yang guang he xu
qiao miao de rong hua wo de bu an ding
bu ke si yi zheng ming wo ai ni de li you Ooh duo yao zi ran

Repeat *

ni gan dong de yan jing wo chen mo de sheng yin pang fo jiu shi zui hao de zheng ming
jiu rang wo zai shuo yi ci I love you oh (zhi dao yong yuan)

Repeat *

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love

today first day at ELDC!! wahaha.. learnt Flash and will be learning more during the week.. quite fun la but difficult to use.. sian lo.. i'm so blur la!! then tt stupid Mr Woon so super strict.. i cannot tahan!!! need lanyard proper shoes.. how to last for 6 weeks there?? come on man.. someone save me..
i zao out to meet superwoman for luch until 2pm.. haha.. then reach back sch a lil late.. the most amazing thing was!! my team had the logo almost done liao.. cos we were suppose to come out with a team logo and name.. was quite cute and nice.. haha.. wad to do, my team got 3 girls and me 1 guy.. gud thing they all very de friendly man.. if not i die man..
play a game of dota today wif allen and brother sau.. haha.. funny man.. then tt Mr Fuan with the big stomach came in.. sian diao.. have to off com..
i was not zi dong enough.. she's mad now.. she rmb abt last time.. she dun have to force herself.. i know u r tired.. it's been my fault all along.. i'm dun dare to say anything to u..

-superman struck by kryptonite-

love me for a reason

2006-09-03T23:39:00.001+08:00

Love Me For A Reason - Boyzone

Girl when you hold me
How you control me
You bend and you fold me
Any way you please
It must be easy for you
To love the things that you do
But just a pastime for you
I could never be

And I never know, girl
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Are driving me away...

Chorus:
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love turned to stresses
Between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting
Isn't what you're asking
I'll have to pass, girl
I'm proud to take a stand

I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time

[CHORUS]

I'm just a little old-fashioned
It takes more than a physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me a love
Not a fascimile of

[CHORUS to fade]

haven been online for a few days.. means haven been dota-ing for a few days.. good sign man haha.. must not get addicted le!!
been really busy even w/o any sch.. games day, going out shopping, sec sch outing.. finally got many many bot and i wun be going out any time soon cos i'm starting attachment!! argx!! tml must report 830!! yawns.. i'm going to KM to take my nap and a game of dota.. wahaha..

yth was great mans!! all the games and pple and frens.. tho many injuries and strife.. dinner was not tt great but the chicken wings and dessert rocks man!! pastamania dessert!! woohoo.. then area cleaning.. went back to church to put back stuff.. wa.. super duper extremely tired man!!

today woke up.. wa.. whole leg sore man!! couldn't walk, eyes couldn't open.. so i skipped morning worship.. then woke up 930.. wahaha.. choing go bathe and prepare SS.. then dad fetch me.. too late to eat breakfast.. saw jie.. ai yo.. her leg.. CMI leh so jia lat.. told her how to deal with it, hope she'll be fine.. my leg also not any better la.. pain in the morning and in the cold..

ciao guys!! enjoy ur week of hols.. except me!! sobs sobs.. =p

-i just wanted to understand-

testify to love

2006-08-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

Testify To Love - Avalon

All the colors of the rainbow
All of voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify

Chorus:
For as long as I shall live I will testify to love
I'll be a whitness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love

From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come
All the Hope in every heart will speak what love has done.

[Chorus]x3

there's no MV for this song haha.. so i just took one that had the song in it.. enjoy the song can liao.. haha..

super super fun time today shopping with superwoman.. bot many many things today mans.. wahaha.. unbelieveable!! nvm.. i wun be able to go out for a very very long time as i will starting attachment at ELDC/KM.. everyday 830 to 6pm.. can die man!! face the computer whole day.. haha.. but i shld get used to it soon..

japan trip in Dec, most prob no YC, gotta skip sch for few days, may not have much revision for exams.. haiz.. i dunno la!! sian diao la.. i'm too tired to think of tt now man.. off to bed mans.. buaix!!

-we've got a generation gap-

all about you

2006-08-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

All About You - McFly

It's all about you
(It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
(It's all about you)
It's all about you
(It's about you)
It's all about you

Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew.
So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you'
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too,
Say 'If you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'

And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you.
Yeah...

And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile,
So I told you with a smile...
It's all about you.

It's all about you
(It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
(It's all about you)
It's all about you
(It's about you)
It's all about you

today finally done with all my stupid projects!!! ah!! so so happy mans.. presentation done!! MMD(Multi-Media Development) done.. shoick shoick.. next 6 weeks will be spent in the com lab mans.. ELDC/KM(E-Learning Development Centre/Knowledge Management) DOTA DOTA gogogo!! hehe..

choir was fun today man.. learn the song going to sing on Nov 5.. quite ok la.. just need practice la.. linus tan best man.. haha.. blur blur dunno any of the songs..

been having butterflies in my stomach lately leh!! sian diao lo..morning bloated and aftnoon appettite.. wad's happening mans.. i have no idea.. maybe not enuf slp and eating at funny times..

ciao!! so late liao 2 am mans!! hehe..

to be with you

2006-08-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

To Be With You - Mr. Big

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

Chorus:
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

[Chorus]

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

[Chorus] x2

today went to fish cake hse for mahjong!! wahaha.. been at least one year since we went there to play man haha.. and since chin new yr i haven't touched mahjong tiles.. haha.. so obviously i keep kena pawned by pple.. anyways was super fun la!! got to know one of my junior and another yr 2 girl..

got home at 12 then had one game of dota wif marcus.. lol.. funny game man.. i made them leave game cos they kept dying.. haha..
the new wtf mode rocks man!! lol.. no mana cost and no cool down..

had my quiet time when everyone was aslp.. struck me right in the heart.. it oways does.. but sometimes its so hard as the world and satan is so hard to overcome.. many circumstances that happened in Jesus' life, God will also put such situations in our life.. the solutions to these situations are found in the Bible and we can follow those steps as the Bible is written for us believers..

-my superwoman-

confusion!!

2006-08-27T20:41:00.000+08:00

Jie Kou - Jay Chou

fan zhe wo men de zhao pian xiang nian ruo yin ruo xian
qu nian de dong tian wo men xiao de hen tian
kan zhe ni ku qi de lian dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
lai bu ji ting jian ni yi zou de gen yuan
ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou
wo zhi dao zi ji cuo guo qing zai gei wo yi ge li you
shuo ni bu ai wo
jiu suan shi wo bu dong
neng bu neng yuan liang wo
qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou shi ni shou shang de jie kou
qing ni hui tou wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou
jiu suan mei you jie guo wo ye neng gou cheng shou
wo zhi dao ni de tong shi wo gei de cheng nuo
ni shuo gei guo wo zong rong chen mo shi yin wei bao rong
ru guo yao zou qing ni ji de wo

(Repeat)

ru guo nan guo qing ni wang le wo

2006-08-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

Follow Me - Uncle Kracker

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you
I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin'

CHORUS:
Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if youWant to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear
Cuz as long as no one knows than nobody can care
You're feelin' guilty and I'm well aware
But you don't look ashamed and baby I'm not scared
I'm singin'

[REPEAT CHORUS]

Won't give you money
I can't give you the sky
You're better off if you don't ask why
I'm not the reason that you go astray and
We'll be all right if you don't ask me to stay

[REPEAT CHORUS]

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you
I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin'

[REPEAT CHORUS]

friday din come online cos was rather busy haha.. went to sch for ICA in the morning!! at 10!! wa.. nearly couldn't wake up.. got up at 915.. then choing ah!! 950 marcus came to pick me then choing ah!! the funniest thing was that when we reached there, first thing everyone was asking was " got extra pen anot?" lol..faint man.. me included.. lol.. go for test everyone forgot bring pen.. too used to going sch without anything.. haha.. managed to borrow a lao pok pen.. then!! when doing half way, no more ink.. faints!! then good thing my fren sitting beside me have pen ah!! if not ah.. i'll be using my blood ah.. lol..
so aft tt, we went to eat and chill then off to do proj.. as we walking to the lab, we found an EZ link card.. wahaha.. 2 day tt we found things in sch.. i dunno whose hands is it in now.. think is brother sau la.. tt fellow say wan take mrt with it haha..
our role play is almost done.. left with MMD.. but seems alot pple not going to hand in.. 10% of out total marks.. maybe just hand in half way la.. really dunno how to do leh..

today's training!! very very light ah.. haha.. stretching only then no warm ups.. lol.. first time man.. anyway it's good.. cos tml!! impt game with veterens.. choosing first team.. todat did penalty, free kick and corner.. wahaha.. jordan top choice?? cannot la.. still got bryan, matt and sherman.. hope all goes well tml la.. wong kai and sherman better come.. cos we r super super worn out.. was thinking for the past week.. whether wan play capt ball instead.. cos my ankle doesn't seem to be recovering aft seeing doc.. then can't play properly.. haiz.. but.. soccer not enuf ppl oso.. can't leave them just like tt.. oh well..

today's BS was great too!! haha.. learnt many many many mew stuff.. from tongues to greek to dominations, blah blah blah.. haha.. lots of things to digest for 2 weeks!! then i will be helping at CC alr.. so.. i will miss BS for another 2 weeks!! ai yo... nvm.. i will take care of the CHILDREN!! haha..
off to bed now man!! my eyes can hardly open aft taking out contacts.. then tml muz wake up early!! ai yo.. faints..

-in a dilema-

jiang nan

2006-08-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

Jiang Nan - Lin Jun Jie

Feng dao che li jiu si nian
Nian jiu guo ge de si nian
Yu dao le che li chen chen xien
Can che wo men liu ren she jian
Ni cai shen bian jiu she yuan
Yuan fen xie cai san chen che shang mien
Ai you wan fen che ti tian
Ling yuan wo jiu can cai che yi tian

* Cun cun yun yun cun
Tian tian nian nian tian tian le wo
Shen shen kan ni de lian
Shen qi de wen rou
Man yen de wen rou de lian

CHORUS:
Bu dong ai hen qing jiu die dao de wo men
Dou yi wei xiang ai jiu xiang feng yun de shan bian
Xiang xin na yi tian
Yi guo yong yuan
Cai che yi sa na dong jie le she jian
Bu dong zhen me piao xien wen rou de wo men
Hai yi wei xun qing che she ku lao de chuan yen
Ni cou de you duo tong
Tong you duo nong
Dang meng bei mai cai jiang nan yen yu zhong
Xin sui le cai dong

Repeat * and CHORUS

super old song.. but still one of my favourite old time songs.. enjoy!!

don't ask me abt today.. was totally sian!! argx!! woke up at 12 plus.. wait for marcus and sau ming to call see wat time go sch.. then SM say 2 plus go.. then 230 at sch com lab.. then we picked a ring.. wa.. super huge one man.. haha.. then study a lil.. do a bit of MMD.. then 4 plus we all sian alr.. so tired.. then go home.. faint.. go sch 2 hrs..
stupidest thing that happened was: i left my wallet in the com lab.. then went off.. THANK GOD!! this kind soul got it.. then dunno how he got my hp no. he called me then ask me come back take from him.. PHEW!! just as i was going to step out of the sch gate.. THANK GOD!! =p
DOTA tilled dinner time.. dinner was filled with korean dramas and spore idol followed by chin shows.. of cos.. studying while watching.. cos seriously.. no brain to absorb anything.. wahaha..
so i shall have my quiet time before i slp!! woohoo!! pray hard for tml's ICA..
CUSTOMER SERVICE!! gosh.. so many many things to memorise.. how to listen, speak, body lang, blah blah blah... driving me mad.. months since i studied..
learn not to promise pple things that u know u cannot keep..

-there was no reply from u. sorry for the disturbance-

only love

2006-08-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

Only Love - Trademark

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

Chorus:
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye

[Chorus]

WAHAHA.. my all time fav since a long long time ago.. everytime we hear this song, my cls will go crazy.. start singing to it.. all started with the sch's com having that song and started playing it in the proj room.. wahaha.. then we got addicted to it.. everyday go sch in the morning play once.. then leave sch another time.. during sch many times.. haha..

went sch to do proj!! gosh.. how irritating.. took so long to finish PM then now this MMD thing.. so frustrating.. annoying.. difficult..
tml going sch to study CS.. 5 lecture notes!! wa!! one day to study..
then today at free access lab!! wahaha.. funny sia.. suppose to play dota.. then marcus came back from toilet, he quick come tell he dun open warcraft.. cos the lab tech was coming in to check those gaming.. wahaha.. got 3 ppl in front of us playing.. wanted to tell them but was too late liao.. lab tech reached them liao.. wahaha.. admin card kena confiscated i think.. then they kena brought some where.. then there was this guy at the back of the lab, he was the fren of 1 of them tt kena caught.. he shouted:" song bo!!" then the one kena caught shouted back:" **** YOU!" wah!! the whole lab stared at him sia.. lol.. i nearly roll on the floor.. the look on the lab tech's face.. super pissed.. but couldn't do anything cos no rule tt say u cannot speak vulgarities.. lol.. faint!!
so, that was all the fun we had at sch..
met superwoman at macs to do proj and study.. then go playground play.. lol.. long time since i visited that place.. then go home with all the sand in ym feet.. haha.. great time i had!!

spore's drama serials are definitely a picture of sporeans nowadays..
wife go to work, more capable then husband, no time to spend with children, father spend time with children, child feels mother don't love him tt much, father ask mother spend more time with child, mother scold father cos she making more money and want to give them better life, mother not willing to put down her job cos she alr at such a high post, if give up then very wasted, mother also want to prove to pple that married women can handle work and home. thus, father and mother angry with each other, child dun know wad's happening cos father and mother quarrel alone.
God made women and men for different purposes.. men are suppose to be the bread winner of the house, women to take care of the house and family.. however, father also must spend time tgt.. women should not be so occupied with work and neglect children..
this is however God's command.. the world has it's own views and expectations.. it has its temptations: power, position, money, fame, etc..

ERASE ALL FROM UR MIND JIE!!!

-I will be your SUPERMAN-

xing qing

2006-08-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

Xing Qing - Jay Chou

cheng zhao feng you dang zai la tian bian
yi pian yun diao luo zai wo mian qian
nie chen ni de xing zhuang sui feng gen zhao wo
yi kou yi kou chi diao you chou
zai zhao ni fang fu zai zao yang guang
bu guan dao na li dou shi qing tian
hu die zi zai fei hua ye bu man tian
yi duo yi duo yin ni er xiang
shi tu rang xi yang fei xiang dai ling ni wo huan rao da zi ran
ying zhao feng kai gong du mei yi tian

shou qian shou yi bu liang bu san bu si bu wang zhao tian
kan xing xing yi ke liang ke san ke si ke lian cheng xian
bei dui bei dui mo mo xu xia xing yuan
kan yuan fang de xing shi fou ting de jian (x2)

kan yuan fang de xing ru guo ting de jian ta yi ding shi xian

zai zhao ni fang fu zai zao yang guang
bu guan dao na li dou shi qing tian
hu die zi zai fei hua ye bu man tian
yi duo yi duo yin ni er xiang
shi tu rang xi yang fei xiang dai ling ni wo huan rao da zi ran
ying zhao feng kai gong du mei yi tian

shou qian shou yi bu liang bu san bu si bu wang zhao tian
kan xing xing yi ke liang ke san ke si ke lian cheng xian
bei dui bei dui mo mo xu xia xing yuan
kan yuan fang de xing shi fou ting de jian (x2)

kan yuan fang de xing ru guo ting de jian ta yi ding shi xian

*beautiful!!*

i managed to pass my day today!! woke at 2 lidat.. charlene and dwayne were all home from their exams.. haha.. then they complain cos i can slp until so late.. hehe.. they will have their turn la.. then had lunch, DOTA, 5 plus suppose go see chinese doc but he was having dinner time until 630.. so went with mother to thomson plaza.. got something for Linus b'dae.. then took bus to toa payoh.. stupid bus!! argx!! waited like 15 min..
aft the ordeal at the chinese doc.. with all the rubbing and chin medicine.. took bus back.. waited another 15-20 min!! argx!! *pek chek* then got home at 8 lidat... ate dinner and watch the stupid tv again.. muz stop watching ah.. watch until 1030 sia.. din even know i watched so long.. see la.. temptations of the world.. *stupid*

talked with jie again last nite.. how i will get it from her if i start my nonsense again.. it's easier said than done.. i'm trying my best.. =p not to worry jie!!

tml will be going sch!! can u believe it!! when i dun have any lessons.. but need to hand in proj la and start on next proj!! take a lift from the bike man at 11.. hopefully i and him can wake up.. wahaha..

thoughts of sat's BS coming to my mind.. can't wait to continue our discussion!! demons, healing, speaking of tongues, greek, hebrew!! wahaha.. as wad TJS said the more in-depth u study the bible, the sharper ur mind gets.. once ur mind is stretched, it will not contract and you'll be able to understand and grasp more knowledge.. it was quite taxing for the mind but with more practice it'll be easier..

-GOD search me and find any wicked in me-

sch's boring

2006-08-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

You're Still The One - Shania Twain

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And afterall this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made itLook how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

can't believe it.. sch's so boring!! 1 half hour of business etiquette.. i only needed to tahan for one hour cos was half hour late with marcus.. haha.. tt fellow came at like 920 with his bike at my hse.. couldn't find parking near blk D so gotta park at sports hall and walk.. sian diao lo.. my lft hamstring and ankle hurts!! can't walk stairs properly!!

choir today!! finally done with another song.. quite easy only for the middle part.. MORE TENORS pls!! gud thing next week got peter chow!! hopefully kenneth chua, collin leong and peter wong will be around too.. my jaw aching now.. and BEAN DOT drove today.. haha.. with he in the car.. funny sia.. so slow.. then she scared.. lol!! nearly faint sia..

tml no sch no sch!! yippee!! suppose to go with baba they all buy jersey for titus, nick ong and william.. now she come and say got lesson until at night!! argx.. sian diao.. no plans for tml.. dota dota and dota.. have not been playing for a few days lo!! wahaha.. *fingers itchy*

left few more trainings before sept 2!! better buck up guys and our fitness.. ai yo.. die man.. ankle lidat.. how how how??!! putting in all me best..

-Lord give me the strength that I may glorify you-

all my life

2006-08-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

today training was crazy!! so hot!! *pengs* leg all burned out man.. one week to recover and to see doc aft many weeks of dragging.. faint!!

All my life, through and good and bad of life,
whether i should gain or lose, still I choose to live my life.
Every moment all for Thee, walking O so close to thee.
While I'm learning everyday, come what may to trust in Thee.
Take away the doubt that hides Thy perfect will.
Give me faith instead and with Thy spirit fill.
Then all my days, be the guardian of my ways.
Then I'll know the glory of all Thy love through all my days.

lessons are 9 to 12 tml!! sure end early!!
then go home.. get some slp then DOTA..
then do proj!! gosh!! how to finish sia!!
MMD and role play!! jia you!!

last 2 days were great!! laughing till we all peng!
still got so many things to tok sia!!
baba, mel, merv, amy and me!! wahaha!!
stories stories!! many many stories.. hehe..

off to bed guys!!

cai hong tian tang

2006-08-19T14:22:00.000+08:00

Cai Hong Tian Tang(Rainbow Heaven) - Will Liu Geng Hong

wo bu zhi bu jue, you pai huai zai cong qian
qiu feng qiao qiao de hu huan ting lai jin shi gu dan
luo ye de ji pan pian pian zuo you wei nan
xin zou ji mo pan gen zhe piao jin hui an

wo bu wen bu wen ye xu hao guo yi dian
bei yi han guan zai fang jian zheng zha zhi shi tuo yan
wu wang de kong tan yi sheng sheng de qing tan
hui yi che bu duan zen ma bai tuo jiu chan

zao bu dao fang xiang wang cai hong tian tang
you ni shuo de ai zai youg xing fu chu mo you shang
liang ge ren xiang shou zhi dao bai fa cang cang
zi you de fei xiang zai can lan de xing guang

zao bu dao fang xiang wang cai hong tian tang
you ni shuo de ai zai youg xing fu chu mo you shang
liang ge ren xiang shou zhi dao bai fa cang cang
zi you de fei xiang zai can lan de xing guang
you ni zai wo shen pang

wo bu wen bu wen ye xu hao guo yi dian
bei yi han guan zai fang jian zheng zha zhi shi tuo yan
wu wang de kong tan yi sheng sheng de qing tan
hui yi che bu duan zen ma bai tuo jiu chan

zao bu dao fang xiang wang cai hong tian tang
you ni shuo de ai zai youg xing fu chu mo you shang
liang ge ren xiang shou zhi dao bai fa cang cang
zi you de fei xiang zai can lan de xing guang

zao bu dao fang xiang wang cai hong tian tang
you ni shuo de ai zai youg xing fu chu mo you shang
liang ge ren xiang shou zhi dao bai fa cang cang
zi you de fei xiang zai can lan de xing guang
you ni zai wo shen pang(x2)

another lovely song by another lovely singer..

hope today's training will be alright!! haha..
going for yp le!! ciao!!

school hasn't been that fun!

2006-08-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

sch hasn't been that fun until today man!! lol.. was the craziest time we had during that 1 and a half hours of personal grooming and business etiquette.. haha.. we were practically laughing the whole time and i din have my lunch yet.. super funny sia the teacher.. abt dressing and stuff.. all her stupid ideas and being intoxicated by TV shows.. lol.. i was going to roll on the floor if she din stop early.. then when we suan her she got nth to say.. then got things to she shoot us she very happy.. like our hair style la, glasses, clothes, etc..

i finally got the courage to tell jie abt it.. disappointed her of cos.. she HATES it!! i'm stronger now.. thx jie!! =p

Tears and Rain - James Blunt

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

the MV is not the original MV but it contains the song..
(p.s. don't attempt to sing it. will cause sever damage to the throat)

i gave no mercy.. i yelled at him.. i hope he knows how i feel about such things.. it's stupid la..

projects are here to haunt me again.. role play, MMD, image composer, PPT.. argx!! brain abt to explode.. presentation must wear formal.. gosh..
off to choing!!

-stressed out situation-

long time since i....

2006-08-17T18:43:00.000+08:00

had 12 hrs of slp!! lol.. can't believe it man.. i slept until 3 today cos no sch.. i din even know until my mom woke me up for the dunno how many times.. haha.. she say she tried waking me up.. but.. as u know.. i'm not easily woken up.. hehe.. had lunch at 3 plus and watch tv.. can't eat my dinner liao lo.. now my body feels weird.. die ah.. tml morning sch..
din get to go out wid jie.. cos she busy.. so i did some DOTA and watch MVs and talk shows on www.youtube.com.. jay and geng hong, wang li hong.. funny sia!! luo zhi xiang is next.. wahaha.. another joker man..

Yue Ding - Guang Liang

shuo hao de san nian bu jian mian
yong wo men de ai ba shi jian liu zu
ni xiao zhe shuo zhe shi wo men de kao yan
wo men de yue ding

jiu zhe yang san nian you guo le
wo hai shi hui dao zhe ge di fang
bi shang yan deng ni de chu xian
kong qi zhong wen ni de lian

wo hai ji de wo men de yue ding
yi bei zi xing fu de yue ding
wei ni xie de na shou ge
ta ye tou tou de diao lei le

wo hai ji de wo men de yue ding
wo bi yi qian hai geng ai ni le
lian na feng dou xiao wo le
wo xiang ta hui gao su ni de
wo geng ai ni le

jiu zhe yang san nian you guo le
wo hai shi hui dao zhe ge di fang
bi shang yan deng ni de chu xian
kong qi zhong wen ni de lian

wo hai ji de wo men de yue ding
yi bei zi xing fu de yue ding
wei ni xie de na shou ge
ta ye tou tou de diao lei le

wo hai ji de wo men de yue ding
wo bi yi qian hai geng ai ni le
lian na fong dou xiao wo le
wo xiang ta hui gao su ni de

ni hui ji de wo men de yue ding
yi bei zi xing fu de yue ding
wei ni xie de na shou ge
ta ye tou tou de diao lei le

yin wei ji de wo men de yue ding
wo bi yi qian hai hen ai ni le
ting ze feng wo ye xiao le
ta yi ding hui gao su ni de

wo gen ai ni le
(p.s. MV below tagboard)

this is definitely one of my fav songs of all time!! wahahha.. the MV!! so sad..

2nd part to my post.. haha.. cos i seriously got nth to do sia!! *sighs* out of nowhere.. 2 of relatives came to my hse to visit my grand aunt.. lol.. din know they were coming.. was watching tv then my uncle came up to me and the first thing he said was:" wa.. you carry weights ah.." many relatives been asking tt abt me.. haha.. good sign tt i'm growing!! yeh!! then the next qn he ask:" when u started carrying weights?" lol.. i wanted to laugh sia.. like got nth to ask lidat.. then i told him since sec sch and stuff.. tt was abt it then they left b4 we had dinner... dinner wasn't in my time table today cos i had my lunch at 3 plus.. how to eat sia.. so i fed on JUNK!! die!! must stop b4 it's too late.. haha.. wait grow side ways..

been talking wid jie alot lately.. then talk abt many many things.. haha... then got so many funny things.. tt u guys wun believe.. haha.. *rolling on the floor* but she say cannot write here!! too bad guys!! between me and her only!! and bean Dot!! lol.. btw, bean's getting blurrer by the day man!! (checkers=dumb) haha..

back to DOTA.. see ya tml!!

-the night is still young-

if i could have u forever..

2006-08-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

Now that she's gone - Lin Jun Jie

Girl you know i miss you so. I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you for the rest of my life
Don't keep telling me these words. You don't know how much it hurts.
And I'll promise you eternity if you promise me your stay.
But now it's too late. I'm no longer the man that I was.

I will go on without her. Like a fool who's too sure.
I'm like a brid who's lost her wing. A fire without its flame.
I don't know how to be strong. When my love has to move on.
I am a song without a soul. Now that she's gone. What's left of us is this song

Don't keep telling me these words Oh no. You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity if you promise me your stay. But now it's too late.
I'm no longer the man that I was.
I will go on without her. Like a fool who's too sure.
I'm like a brid who's lost her wing. A fire without its flame.
I don't know how to be strong. When my love has to move on.
I am a song without a soul. Now that she's gone. What's left of us is this song.

Oh yes I know I don't know baby I know I'm a fool
And I will go on without her. Like a fool who's too sure.
I'm like a brid who's lost her wing. A fire without its flame.
I don't know how to be strong. When my love has to move on.
I am a song without a soul. Now that she's gone. What's left of us is this song.

This is our song without a soul. Now that you're gone.
What's left of us in this song?

yet another day at sch!! omg.. today was really waste of time.. lessons from 10 to 1130!! gud thing i brought my gym stuff.. went to workout aft lunch.. Helena said i grew bigger!! amazing man!! the work outs are working.. hehe.. then left at abt 3.. sat Marcus's bike home.. then bathe and zZzZzZ.. wahhaha.. until dinner time.. aft tt was tv time!!

SPORE IDOL: seriously!! i dunno y we even have spore idol this season.. lol.. gosh.. no competition at all la.. jon and hady finals.. girls shld be nurul la.. the other 2?? doubt it.. paul and joakim.. haha..laughing my head off sia.. then the judges.. ken lim.. jordan's uncle.. wahahha.. so fake la.. give tt kind of arrogant face.. wa lao.. wan to smack sia!! give comments with a smile la..

then was makan places!! haha.. jie msg me tell me her twin on tv.. Michelle Chia!! oh man.. cute man.. same face la!! i now den realise.. the mouth and hair abit diff oni.. hehe.. thinking of celebrities.. the other day.. Joanne Peh was at my sch filming.. they were at this balcony.. then she was standing on the ledge.. if she drop, tt will be 4 stories down man.. haha.. she doesn't really look tt pretty in real leh.. so so la.. din know wad show they filming oso leh.. these few days got like spore idol bus come to our sch oso..

tml no sch!! lol.. finally man!! wahha.. shoick shoick.. dunno whr i'm going oso.. hope to go bugis wid jie to buy stuff as she's not taking her insurance exam anymore.. haha.. aft all tt she's studied.. then charlene and dwayne no sch until friday.. may spend friday wid them.. play table tennis.. long time since i had time wid them leh..

time is up! you are dumb! you are loser!
http://asiantown.net/blog/fla/are_you_dumb.swf
this stupid things just came to my mind.. haha.. very old clip la.. enjoy.. and dun be so dumb!! lol

-thy word is a lamp unto my feet and light for my path-

crap time table!!

2006-08-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

Solitaire - Clay Aiken
There was a man, a lonely man
Who lost his love through his indifference
A heart that cared, that went unshared
Until it died in his silence

And Solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself, it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire

Another day, a lonely day
So much to say that goes unspoken
And through the night, his sleepless nights
His eyes are closed, his heart is broken

And Solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself it's easy to pretend
She's coming back again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire

A little hope, goes up in smoke
Just how it goes, goes without saying
SolitaireeeAnd by himself it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again
Ohhh

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire
Solitaire, solitaire

guess i'll be uploading one song a day.. hmmm.. something to express myself.. today went for prayer meeting.. haven't gone in ages.. was glad to see some new faces.. a time to reflect on myself and really pray to HIM up in heaven...
pratically wasted the whole day lo.. went sch from 4 to 5 10!! stupid waste of my time.. no mood to listen to teacher oso.. so tired.. cos talked with jie until like 3 plus.. always got so many things to tok lo!! hehe.. all the laughs abt our stupid frens.. lol!!

tml got 2 hrs of cls!! can u believe it?! again lo.. some more in the morning!! then the rest of the day do project liao lo!! DOTA included.. hehe.. MMD project!! individual.. die liao lo.. muz use image composer and paint.. anyone tt has special abilities in these areas pls kindly inform me and ur assistance is greatly needed.. =p

ciao ching ciao!!

-i can't see GOD but i know He's there-

jerseys jerseys!!

2006-08-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

today sch was supposed to start at 9!! haha.. but i kena woken up at 835 by brother sau again.. wad sia he.. i oni scared he kena debar.. then must repeat TEP.. lol.. no one can save him man.. how to help him if he dowan come.. everyday find gf and then his friends to go drink.. haha.. give up on him man!!

din go for morning lecture though.. allen mark attendence for me la.. good thing not tutorial man.. haha.. then had lab at 10.. but pple came strolling in at like 1030.. lol.. funny sia.. the teacher stun.. but she oso can't do anything cos we got attend lesson.. but i was DOTAing the whole time.. then others typing so loudly on msn.. lol.. bunch of munjens!! tml another 2 hrs of lab by Mr Woon haha.. new teacher!! time for some fun man... wahaha.. *evil laugh*

went down to FBT warehouse wid jie, wesley and WY to look at jerseys.. so cheap sia.. top and btm $10 ea.. then ah!! ask the Sng bros abt it.. they tell me dun buy yet, use up the old ones first.. sighs.. guess they r older.. must give them the respect la.. maybe we just buy for ourselves la.. but the jersey so cheap and nice!! so tempting.. hehe.. ask merv they all..

choir today was quite xiong!! lol.. learn new songs and perfecting old ones.. tml sure cannot tok much.. haha.. so tired sia.. the notes all so high.. but the parts are cool man!! just dun get mixed up with sops!! haha.. they play cheat la.. so easy one.. hehe.. Oct 15.. some community outreach.. hmmm.. haven't heard of it leh.. will be great if can take part..

time for a lil DOTA then to bed!! ciao!!

-i still love you-

I was thinking too much...

2006-08-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

to think i was up to your standard.. y am i oways so naive.. SEAN!! wake up la.. can't even take of urself then wan to take care of other pple.. u think u superman ah?? set a good example for pple la pls.. there's no point in going on like that.. it'll only make u feel more heart broken..

I need someone to love and to be loved
Someone to hug
Someone i can trust
Someone to pour out my feelings and problems
Someone to share my joy and sorrow
Someone to be there for me
Someone I wanna spend my life with...

Hu Yan Bin - Waiting for You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0oSIaWdHZs

it's no use i guess.. time to move on u pantat!!

-breaking free-

Microsoft Office Project 2003

2006-08-11T17:31:00.000+08:00

can u believe it?! today.. we spent like 4 hrs pplus learning this program.. wa lao.. sian diao lo.. couldn't DOTA.. cos got work to do.. haiz.. lab lesson isn't what they used to be.. haha.. oh well.. got to learn new stuff.. was nice.. but it's so super confusing.. but very nice for projrct management.. haha.. managed to play one game of DOTA during the second part.. brother sau kena caught by teacher!! wahaha.. funny sia!! "do you want me to confiscate your admin card?" tts wad the teacher said.. and oso stuff like "there's a CCTV inside the lab" haha.. but.. hu cares?? haha.. we played until like there weren't any more time outs.. funny sia.. all kena killed by tower.. and tt concluded my whole day!! aw man!! stupid sch.. start so early end so late.. haha..

gtg for dinner and then prepare for rfg.. cos ISAAC YEE not coming.. sads sads.. 2 chaps of Ecc.. lol.. how sia.. so chim!! anyways.. hope for the best for training tml oso..

next week going out wid jie!! yeh!! hehe.. shopping and movie.. then see if can go esplanade!! wahaha..

see me back on sunday!!

-i wanna hold your hand-

national day!!

2006-08-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

today's national day!! wahah.. so excited for wad? hah.. every year oso have ma.. celebrating jie and wesley's birthday more fun leh.. 5 hrs at lan shop!! wa!! $10 gone! whee!! fly away.. haha.. but was worth it la.. got to teach them some stuff.. then see how to play.. so funny sia!!

had dinner at marina south.. just next to lan shop.. cook, eat, the stupid oil.. so hot.. then the drinks!! so ex.. haha.. but nice place la.. they shld install more fans though!! hehe.. fireworks at 9pm!! nice nice!! next destination was esplanade!! hhaa.. walked to mrt.. cos the bus was like.. u have to see for urself.. haha.. got drowned in my mp3 as we walked for like 20 min or more.. then the mrt was packed too of cos.. haha.. so cute as we took the lift down and ran to the cabin whr YJ and the rest were.. lol..

ice cream at esplanade!! haha.. could not go to the roof terrace.. cos it was closed!! sad sad.. 11 plus until 3 plus at the singapore river there.. tok cock.. muderer! take photos.. stone.. haha.. then went to toa payoh for supper with cls mates.. haha.. food was good man!! and still got ppl there at like 4 am.. wahhaha.. fanatics.. so.. there was this old man.. bot his food.. paid for it.. then when it came, he fell aslp.. lol.. i nearly wanted to take his bowl of noodles.. so hungry!!

jie liked the present!! haha.. yeh!! dun tell u wad it is.. hehe.. for me to know for u to find out.. was a very cold nite so could get my nice beauty slp until 1pm.. ate lunch and!! allen koh mui pin.. call me!! i know confirm something up his sleeve.. haha... "can go ur hse play dota?" haha.. cos his hse no com la.. so i think.. oso nth to do the whole day.. slack a bit lo.. cos so tired ma.. then we played a few games.. won one, lost one.. ate junk.. and now.. too full to eat steamboat haha.. shall watch NDP first!!woohoo! fire works!! air planes!

ciao!! see ya again when Spore turns 41!
.uoyevoli.

stories...

2006-08-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

everyone has stories to tell abt their life.. whether it be gud or bad.. as the birthday of my frens approach, i wonder abt the stories tt they can tell.. will it be filled abt the work and things of God or the world? i can't be very proud if the stories tt i can tell.. disappointment and discourages.. some acheivements along the way and etc.. my jie and bean dot knows best la!! haha..
been inspired by the stories told by uncle Jo aft soccer training..
story 1: a women driving along the highway was followed by a big truck.. she was scared and rushed to the nearest gas station and got out.. the man in the truck came out with a baseball bat and pulled out a man with a knife in her back seat..
God's like the truck driver, always following us and nv leaving us whenever we're in danger.. as humans, sometimes when we see someone in danger especially someone we dislike, we stand at the side and do nth.. no matter how much we disobeyed him or spoilt His image, he still follows and makes sure we're safe..
story 2: a rich tycoon's life is being threatened by a mafia gang.. he goes to his lawyer late at night to ask him for advice.. the lawyer pulls out a gun and a BIBLE from his drawer..
will we follow the worlds way or God's way? it's our choice..

tml!! another long day.. lunch and shopping at bugis.. then lan at marina south.. then fireworks.. then may meet sch pple for some fun haha!! woohoo!! NATIONAL DAY 2006!!

ciao guys!! DOTA in progress!! haha..

another Lord's Day...

2006-08-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

today's a Sunday!! woke up and did my usual Sunday routine.. it's been rather taxing as we had training on Sat.. but as uncle David said:" it will not suffer our sundays" woke up late as usual and took a bit longer to get ready.. haha.. sorry man.. i will try to be faster.. but my eyes just wun open..
left a few seats here and there in the hall.. was able to sit wid Charlene, Dwayne and my mom.. and tt Toke man on my left.. lols.. falling aslp like more than half of the time!! the bread came and i had to knock him.. wa lao.. funny sia.. his head bobbing up and down haha..
my father gave message for morning worship.. hmmm.. was good i guess as ss was toking abt it again..
suppose to go a concert tonite.. but my legs just wouldn't take me.. haha.. sry eh Darius.. stupid ankle giving me probs.. summore i went to bugis with the Ho brothers to get present.. aft i reach home, my legs just collapsed!! lie on the bed and died!! haha.. had dinner at 8.. later than usual.. haha..
had dinner alone and my bro suddenly came running to tell me it was my dad's b'dae!! haha.. guess i was really too tired.. but i really got a prob remembering pples b'dae unless it's on a special day..

2 more days to 3 pple's b'dae.. jie, wesley and my sisters b'dae.. hah not forgetting s'pore's b'dae.. haha.. but do u count tt a person?
tues steam boat and lan!! wahaha.. cant wait!! itchy fingers!! see who going to get FIRST BLOOD from me!!

tml sch 2 to 5!! argx!! better not be a waste of time.. if not.. i'm going to kill the teacher.. got back for 3 hrs!! then learn nth.. sian!! then another round of DOTA at sch or home haha... then prepare for rfg!! hope Isaac can make it.. but he nv reply me.. shall ask him again!!

sat BS was good.. very refreshing!! ths Jin Song.. haha.. a new look on satan and the armour of God.. thinking on wad to do for rfg.. 2 chapters of Ecc.. hmmm.. the comentary is like so long!! haha..

see ya tml guys!!
was it for me? for me alone? the Saviour left his glorious throne.. the dazzling splendours of the sky. was it for me? He came to die.

i'll be coming round the TOWN when she comes..

2006-08-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

been going to town since Monday except Wednesday!! haha.. my legs are going to fall apart haha.. aft sch hang out wid the malay fellows at town haha.. my sudden realization tt malay pple are very friendly man!! hehe.. for my bunch of malay frens la..

bot birthday card today at Border with shahrizal's voucher.. thx mans!! the birthday girl coming this national day haha..

met jie at city hall to have coffee and walk around haha.. been so enjoyable walking around and talking.. fun and laughter, sorrow and grief.. whee!! jie jie's great!! tues going eat steam boat!! wahah!! yippee! *high 5*

ICA 1 got highest with Gerald sia!! shocking haha.. but sch projects coming.. haiz.. no slack time.. must find critical path haha!! oh man!! project management!! stuck in my head!!
lesson today was fun and sian again la!! funniest was Marcus and Sau Ming coming in from the other room that's connected to the cls room haha.. i think the teacher give up on us liao la.. sorry FS students haha.. project with marcus, sau ming and allen!! wa.. sure die man!! haha.. DOTA freaks in one team.. lol..

kepade otak kao!!

TIRED!!

2006-08-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

monday shopping!! wahaha.. walking is a good form of exercise.. but too long will kill u haha.. maybe cos i haven been shopping for awhile haha.. jie was of great help!! yeh.. got my bag, slippers and soccer stuff.. then to choir we went.. finally familiarised with the 4 songs.. was great with 1!! just 1 more guy haha.. made tt difference haha..

today!! learnt some stuff at sch.. something i missed haha.. then went to gym.. worked out a bit but there was so many ppl!! no mood liao..then tok cock wid the greatest pple on earth haha.. then slept under the counter till 5 plus..then suddenly.. some of them wan go town.. so we went lo.. too early to go home oso ma.. haha.. ate and walked around.. can't believe i managed to walk man.. tml still got Track and Field.. sure die!! nvm.. got buffet aft tt.. u reap what u sow haha.. enjoy while u have the energy man!!

running!! i need it!! 2nd sept!! how? but my ankle!!ah!! stupid la.. can't run properly leh.. how? asking God for help!!

sports for life!! not forgetting God!!

SORRY?!!

2006-07-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

you think a sorry is enough to settle everything?! don't u think it's abit late to say sorry now? what u said before can't be taken back and it will stay in my mind.. if u were truely sorry u wouldn't have done it so many times..

thx to all!!

2006-07-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

haha.. thx to Nick Ong and Audrey who help me choose the skin and help me do it up.. cos i'm totally a noob in this haha.. can say tt i lazy to learn la.. cos there's so much to learn in DOTA hehe.. opps.. but it's really very fun!! DOTA!! woohoo..

today was totally hectic man!! woke up just in time to get ready and eat lunch.. then i had to rush off to church to pass William stuff.. sry man.. i was late haha.. oh well.. outing went well.. kena arrow to be leader.. but wasn't tt tough la.. not very big grp.. was alot of fun running arnd and taking photos!! haha.. thx jie for all the help.. haha.. if not i sure die man.. hehe.. hugs!!
than aft tt was training.. oh man!! nv have training aft outing man.. it's totally draining.. drills and fitness all sux man.. was so tired till i could not even shoot or cross properly.. the ground and the ball was tt good oso la.. y he pump the ball so hard sia.. haha.. nvm... he say it's good.. he knows best haha.. it rained before outing. so.. my stupid leg.. start to hurt as it oways does when it rains.. anyway shld be going to see my chinese doc this week.. i hope.. he got magic medicine man.. haiz.. sept 2!! can't wait man!! but we're playing oni 5 min a game leh.. wad lo.. how to play sia? sian sian.. nvm.. shall put our best.. dun give up guys.. we just need to do some running man!! haha.. sports and wellness student not tt fit oso hor.. haha..

tml morining worship and ss!! wa!! how sia.. going to be so so tired la!! how? try to stay awake ba.. but sunday sch?? hmm.. not sure can anot haha.. sry uncle chear weah!! haha.. but he's oways.. haha.. repeating himself!! tts y!! hmm.. must help him wake up his idea haha.. opps.. jk jk.. but we love him la.. so funny at times.. still waiting for his story of his love life haha.!! *WAITING FOR YOU!!*
going to lala land now man!! wait tml die on the chair haha!! chiao guys!!

praying to God

i finally picked up the courage!!

2006-07-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

finally.. wrote a letter to her.. told her abt my feelings.. moved me to tears but it was worth it.. as least she knows how i feel.. just have to continue praying.. hope change will take place.. hope she understands.. oh well.. let God do the job.. think i've done what i can for the moment.. i will try my best to do my part..
Thx Mom!!

today can only be explained in one word: TIRED!!
mind sports road show!! human chess set, prizes, lucky draw, free food and of cos the fun and people..
straight aft tt was track and field!! whoa!! i din know organising T&F was so tiring man!! time keeping, results, starters, finishers, steeple chase, discus and of cos the favourite walkie talkie!! haha..
my legs grew numb followed by my hands and lay in my bed konked out!! haha.. finally gotten something to eat and finally!! i'm here!!

dota coming up next.. but dun think i can play much.. going back to lala land soon.. haha!!

-There is a Bethlehem-

an everyday affair

2006-07-25T10:52:00.000+08:00

y must they quarrel every single day?! haiz.. no meaning at all.. a home is meant for some peace and love right?? anyway getting used to it le.. but it sometimes come at the most unappropriate time..

Monday:
first day of the week and first day going back to sch for lectures.. felt so wierd la!! haha.. expect us to go for lectures?? crazy.. so as usual we havoc the teacher a lil bit then slept a lil bit and b4 u know it it's over!!
went to mind sports roadshow to see marcus and the rest.. was rather good i can say.. abt 550 surveys done and they have to meet 1200.. haha.. tuesday shall go and visit them again haha.. collect some free gifts.. cant wait for lucky draw sia!! got mp3 and stuff to win.. wahahahs...

today oso my first day at choir.. went early to meet jie if not i have to go up alone haha.. was a bit tired.. maybe cos i just woke up.. haha.. i knew there were not many guys going but not tt little la haha.. 4 oni sia.. gud thing Teng Hwee was of great help man!! Thx alot!! i guess i'll have to do alot of catching up at home..

Today:
at sch now.. suppose to be in lecture.. but.. what the heck is the teacher saying? i can't get anything into my head or rather no one can get anything into their heads la.. so we're slacking in the access lab now.. waiting for lecture to finish then go take bag!! then makan!! and go for track and field meeting haha.. Mr Guru!! pls dun be so long winded can?!! pls pls.. i ta boleh tahan!! haha.. shld be going home early today la.. feel like getting some slp then practice some songs.. hmmm.. dota should be aft tt haha..

so i shall cya later guys!!

3 in 1

2006-07-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

whoa!! i've not been here for a few days.. been really busy man!! esp weekends la.. filled with church and more church haha.. tts the only thing i can look forward to anyway haha.. so i'm going to squeeze 3 days into one entry.. wow.. so many things yet so lil time..

Friday: last day of gym!! reluctantly leaving but still left some stuff there so i have a reason to go back.. haha.. i'm going to miss u my fren.. haha.. the metal, the plastic, the rubber, the rooms, the people, the chairs, cupboards and of cos the computer!! haha..
before i could leave sch!! haha.. played a bit soccer!! and of cos Mr Shamsul!! had to kick my ankle!! *ouch* no training for tml man!! sighs..
left sch early and went home to get a bath before i went hospital to visit my grand aunt.. unfortunately, she was still under observation for another 1 hr.. so went to fetch my bro from tuition and went home.. then my parents went back to see her..

Sat: yawns!! 12pm.. mom:" time to wake up!! it's 12 alr.. quick eat ur lunch and we're going to hospital before yp!" what to do.. *still yawning* haha.. it's a sat aftnoon!! i tot i could get more slp.. but i want to visit her oso la.. so we went there, took our temperature, put on the mask and went to her ward.. still had many many tubes in her.. *sobs sobs* still suffering for the medicine.. left at 2pm as she wanted to slp..
got to church on time and was quite empty till later on.. we had a talk on being a shining light be black bean haha.. another one of his youth challenges.. ended early!! for once haha..
training at 530pm.. was too tempted to kick!! ah!! flee from temptation haha.. oh well.. kicked a bit and my leg felt better.. surprisingly haha.. anyway sunday got time to rest ma..
RFG was next.. ong bak's hse we went.. wow.. how far la!! CCK!! stinking people slping in the car haha..
Ecc 9,10: wisdom is better than folly.
hmmm.. i guess we're kids nowadays la.. sorry uncle chee hwee.. haha.. hyper active.. needles in our pants.. cant sit still for long.. haha..
food glorious food!! had porridge, barley, cake, zhu cang fen and carrot cake or whatever it's called haha.. just eat and dun ask so much la!! haha..
*snore* tml morning worship!!

sunday:
yawns again!! haha.. got out of bed.. hmm.. my leg's ok alr!! haha.. hurts a lil la.. but i'm a guy rite?? bathe, brush teeth, change, do hair, take sweater and bag then chao downstairs.. was rather cold.. maybe cos my stupid nose leaking.. haha.. i knew i was falling sick!!
so i chao home early, wesley came along to burn some stuff then i went to slp aft tt.. until 9 plus haha.. ate dinner.. and now here i am!!
can't wait for sch man!! finally i get to finish sch before 6pm!!
to go or not to go? haha i shall go la.. church choir tml here i come haha.. overcome my fear of old men hehe..

sleep beauty sleep.. byes my fren!! cya around!!

-still breaking free-

WHY?

2006-07-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

a question that i ask myself every now and then.. sometimes we're tempted to ask God "WHY must this or that happen to me?" maybe the question lies within ourselves.. me have not looked deep enough into ourselves when the problem actually lies within us.. putting the blame on others or on God may feel better.. but your conscience comes and prick u again:" it's actually YOU! why are u blaming others?" then when we are put all the blame on ourselves we break down.. well.. that's the thing we need to learn, to depend on God.. he may not be the one who brought the problem or trials.. but what's in His plan is the best for us as He promised..

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I open my eyes, i try see but i'm blinded by the white light.
I cant remember how,
I cant remember why am I in here tonight.
And I cant stand the pain, and I can make it go away!
No I cant stand the pain!!

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes, got nowhere to run!
The night goes on it starts fading away.
I'm sick of this life.
I just wanna SCREAM!!
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming,
I try to make a sound but no one hears me.
I'm slipping of the edge,
I'm hanging by a thread,
I wanna start this over again.
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing matters,
and I cant explain what happened,
and I cant erase the things that I've done.
No I cant!

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes, got nowhere to run!
The night goes on it starts fading away
I'm sick of this life I just wanna SCREAM!!
How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes, got nowhere to run!
The night goes on it starts fading away.
I'm sick of this lifeI just wanna SCREAM!!
How could this happen to me?

today will be my grand aunt's colon cancer operation.. committing all into His hands.. prayer and more prayer needed.. that's all that i can do at the moment.. today will also be my last day at the Gym!! i'm not going to miss it all that much.. it's my 2nd home man!! at least a visit there 2 times a week.. haha.. classical modules are next.. how how?! u expect us to start listening to lectures and tutorials now? u muz be joking la.. but.. what to do? i cant change the system or quit sch rite? haha.. just hope for the best..

feeling tired but unable to slp.. DOTA alr but not helping.. Bible read.. milk drunk.. maybe to hear a simple goodnight from u would do.. too stressed out? unlikely.. MP3 does not seem to have it's effect lately.. oh well.. guess i'll just go try and lie down and sing a lullaby or two.. sufficient slp is needed in order for your muscles to recover faster.. one of my motivation as my muscles tend to ache at night.. too much workout at night? haha..

I can see a rainbow, see a rainbow, see a rainbow too.................... zZzZzZ

longing for Your return!!

[test of faith]

2006-07-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

everyday has been a test of faith for me.. whether in school or at play.. conscience will also be knocking at yours and my door.. but it's whether u wan to listen to it.. do not grief the Spirit or let your conscience be seared.. by then, it'll be too late.. like what Paul said in Timothy:" i've served You all my life with a clear conscience, praying everyday waiting to see You." a summary of my quiet time.. speaks so well of me.. at times it's so difficult to listen to His voice when all around you are your frens and there's no one there to remind you or help you.. that is y a close relationship with God is much needed.. daily reading of Hsi word and praying is a must.. commit the day to God and He will be there for u when the times come..

what a day it has been today!! Girls 7-a-side soccer, planning for track and field meet, old folks home rehearsal and of cos working out and closing the gym at 9m.. 3 fanatics delayed our closing.. how can pple workout for so long?? 2 hrs plus?? may seem little.. but one hr of solid workout is enough ma.. haha.. so i watched a bit of S'pore Idol.. *yawns* CMI la.. s'pore idol?? i think the Americans are laughing at us la.. and the judges.. i think Simon Cowell will swallow them up la.. oh well.. another of those entertainment shows that keeps pple stuck to the tv..

one last report on the verge of completion.. it's taking all my time and energy.. oh gosh!! tml is the deadline!! hope supervisor gives some grace period so i can touch up.. oh well.. i guess by tml my mind will not be on reports alr.. haha.. yeh yeh!!

JOKE OF THE DAY:
i'm going to take my BMW licence.. only allows you to drive a BMW.. haha
BMW : Bus Mrt Walk..
kindly contributed to my fren Goh Sau Ming.. haha.. hu currently has a few nicknames.. Brother Sau, Xiao Ming, Ming Ming, tian ming ming di lin lin cos his gf's name is Yan Lin.. haha..

that's my last words!! cya!!

were it not for grace

House of The Reports!! missing YOU!!

2006-07-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

Venue: Gym
Time: 8:05pm
Mood: extremely tired and sian!!
Cautions: vulnerable to attacks from the computer

had been choinging 4 reports since 12pm.. well.. quite successful i can say.. done with 2 and 2 more to go!! jia you!! they're here to haunt all of us again.. wad's with reports anyway?? cos we just copy and paste from each other and change some names here and there.. haha.. yawns!! reports are not healthy!! they suck our life out of you.. especially the brain cells..

done with my 1 hr workout today which was really fulfilling.. haha.. worked out with my fren today and he's the one of those that need some coaxing to work out.. cos he wants to improve his fitness but he's lazy to workout.. so anyway we did deltoids today and our hands are numb.. well.. the last time he worked out, he nearly fell of his motorbike when he U- turn cos his arms were too tired.. finally i'm improving in my bench press.. *clap clap* haha..

so i guess i'm gonna have a game of DOTA tonite again haha.. since my reports are kinda done.. actually played 2 games today alr but it wasn't fun la cos 2 frens and me were quite pro and our oppenents couldn't match up to our standard haha.. anyway.. i shall not be so complacent and see if tonite i can produce the same results.. wahaha!! LICH KING!! MEGA KILL, KILLING SPREE, DOMINATING, UNSTOPPABLE, WICKED SICK, GODLIKE, BEYOND GODLIKE, SOMEBODY STOP HIM!!

counting down to the days i have to leave the Gym.. 4 more days!! quite sad i must say.. no more tapping of Admin cards, taking phone calls, booking of rooms, seeing the frequet users and talking to them, cleaning up the place, saying hi to the cleaner, fooling around with our supervisor, returing key to the night duty officer, sleeping at the counter, admiring the bodies of some, watching soccer and hockey at the balcony, doing personal training and the list goes on.. wow.. time really flies.. 7 weeks just gone like that.. i guess i really have to thank God for giving me the strength and abilty to work with my classmates.. 'i can do nothing except through Him' i guess i'll missing this besides the Gospel Rally.. wahaha.. 'reaching out to what lies ahead'

cya tml man!!

my one aspiration

what's on my mind?

2006-07-17T20:36:00.000+08:00

whee!! my first blog.. haha.. aft spending so much time on the com i tot maybe i could do somethings else than DOTA.. maybe i can use this to spew out some stuff on my mind..
first things first.. gospel rally is over!! can u believe it!! time flies man.. therefore, u have to take charge of ur time.. 'a time to laugh and a time to cry' i guess i can look forward to getting back on track with God. attachment at the Gym's really fun at times but it sucks all my energy and time.. staying from 9am to 6pm or 12 to 9pm.. one more week and i'm out of my 2nd home(the gym can be used for slping, games, chatting, working out and etc.) haha..

I can say Gospel Rally has really had an impact on me. seeing different sides of me and of other ppl. i've learnt much! it's my first time acting for i guess its impacted me the most. it has been great seeing ppl coming up to receive salvation and of cos the fun times we've had..

the gym is going to close in 10 min!! cya back at home!!

home sweet home!!
DOTA: Defend Of The Ancients
Purpose: relax and training with frens
Time required: 1hr minimum
Logistics: Computer with internet

so i guess i'll cya tml my fren=] byes and enjoy!!

Embrace the Cross